Jan 10, 2012 22:22
so yesterday was release of Olvls results... well that happened for me 4 years ago, a really long time back. Seemed like yesterday was just that day but in a flash, 4 years just past and collected Alvls results as well.. gosh..
thinking back.. yeah got my results, didn't really had my choice but it was kind of an ultimate choice for me and maybe for me I just only studied that much to go into the jc I went to. Somehow so fated with neighbourhood schools. Lol. But then throughout the course of it, met people who tweaked my life here and there... and hey, look at me, I'm still well. I guess it doesn't matter which JC or poly you choose, cz ultimately, it's still down to your own determination to study. JC is a short period of time and it's very easy for resolve to falter and dissolve but so hard to get it back.
I guess everyone who enters jc ultimately wants to go uni, yeah cz no where else to go ya? gotta work for it then... nothing is ever easy, because if it's easy to achieve, why bother wasting your time to do it? I rmb this person from school who said that getting a degree isn't easy, if it's easy, why would it be a degree?
sometimes, not having enough choices in life is a good thing. as what amanda said to me a year back when I got my results, one window closes, another opens. It's because maybe you're just meant to walk this road. you can't change the past, move on to the present and make full use of it. till now, I still remember.
oh wells, school starting soon. need to get my act together. I said this many times, beginning of the year, of my first sem but somehow the resolve faltered after a month. I hope it will be different this time, cz I've :) working with me for this goal. let's do it!
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