Hrmmm..
Life has been different lately. Im older. Im different. Ive changed. Ive become something else. No maybe not a monster yet..but I've been wrong before. I love my girlfriend and I'd give up anything for her. Thats just the way things are. I need help with this though...she wants me to trust her...so i will. She wants to trust me..and I will give her no reason not to. We just need to make things work...even if it kills me. Again. Yes, again. Hrmm..I guess I've had alot on my mind but no where to really put it since well...Myspace is cluttered with drama. Im tired of the drama. Tired of two faced people. Im too busy to deal with that bullshit. I just need my girlfriend...heh...I'm going to propose to this girl some day....one day...when I can get a ring...she's all I want and all I need. Yeah sure, 18 and im thinking about this but she's the only one whos ever understood and probably will. She accepts who I am and accepts my fate as a crazy person but hey, she lives with it. She loves me...I love her...she'll be my wife..I just wish I could give her the world...
One day I will.
Anyway, those are all my thoughts for now. That's all I needed to get off my chest. Hopefully she wont find this live journal.
One day I will.
Anyway, those are all my thoughts for now. That's all I needed to get off my chest. Hopefully she wont find this live journal.