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So Im sitting here almost 1 in the morning. Got class at 10 and Im just thinking about how mucH I miss my amber. God DAMMIT why do things keep standing in our way. Ya know..Its like GOD doesnt want us to be happy. Well maybe he wants HER to be happy but i know sure as hell he nevers wants that for me. Its weird. Why do I even blame this shit on a higher power like there even IS one when I end up having to make my own destiny anyway. Seriously. I miss my girlfriend so much and I cant wait to see her tomorrow afternoon. She's my everything and I dont think I'd be around without her. She doesnt believe me when I say that but its not like it didnt cross my mind a thousand times when we were apart....
I just wish she could understand how much I love her and appreciate her..and how I much I dont deserve her and how hard im trying to live up to everything she thinks I am. I love her with all my heart...and maybe she'll really see that one of these days.
I love you amber.
I just wish she could understand how much I love her and appreciate her..and how I much I dont deserve her and how hard im trying to live up to everything she thinks I am. I love her with all my heart...and maybe she'll really see that one of these days.
I love you amber.