Ok time to write a Blog.
For one who has so much time and who's youth is running short, I find myself confused concering where my life shall go from this point to the next and so on. I'm Kinda...i dunno..angry. Angry that I've not yet found my place in the world but am returning to grounds I know all too well...school. But college is of imnportance in a world where Mind matters more then muscle. Apparently even in my time in my old school, I didn't realize this till my last few months in school where it hit me that my muscle would only lead so far as to manual labor and other menial jobs in which im commanded to carry heavy materials....but my untapped mind seemed to open up numerous possiblities...I dont know..just a thought.
Anyway...I'm missing my girlfriend right now. Kinda irritates me that I can't be around her all the time but then again I tend to slip into these moods that drag me down and put me in such a negative state that I want to inflict pain on other living things to subside the agony i feel knowing that I cant be near the one I love. You could call it overly obssessive seperation anxiety....I call it Love. Damn I miss her...
What would I do for a Klondike bar...Ok that was a random question..
Even in my mind, I cannot find peace as I wander this Icey Tundra within the Artic. A heavy blizzard beats down upon my back as I crawl across the jagged ice and hardened snow only to fall into the crevice of my own ominous anger...which leads to the solitude of my own fortress. My own sense of peace. There I think....as more then one...but I am only one. Too many mind's to contemplate. Mind of Myself. Mind of the People. Mind of my Enemy. Mind of my Sword. Too many Minds...One Mind.
I dont know....what else is there left for me to do? I feel like I'm still lacking...like something is inadequate about me but I can't figure it out....
Maybe I'm not suppose to...
Anyway...I'm missing my girlfriend right now. Kinda irritates me that I can't be around her all the time but then again I tend to slip into these moods that drag me down and put me in such a negative state that I want to inflict pain on other living things to subside the agony i feel knowing that I cant be near the one I love. You could call it overly obssessive seperation anxiety....I call it Love. Damn I miss her...
What would I do for a Klondike bar...Ok that was a random question..
Even in my mind, I cannot find peace as I wander this Icey Tundra within the Artic. A heavy blizzard beats down upon my back as I crawl across the jagged ice and hardened snow only to fall into the crevice of my own ominous anger...which leads to the solitude of my own fortress. My own sense of peace. There I think....as more then one...but I am only one. Too many mind's to contemplate. Mind of Myself. Mind of the People. Mind of my Enemy. Mind of my Sword. Too many Minds...One Mind.
I dont know....what else is there left for me to do? I feel like I'm still lacking...like something is inadequate about me but I can't figure it out....
Maybe I'm not suppose to...