Heh...I knew but I didnt say anything.
I dunno why. "But I can't...just...sight the truth..and keep smilin..in your face." I do it anyway. Thinking theres a great possibility I'm wrong.
I'm never wrong am I? Heh...no one knows much much i HATE being right. I said actions speak louder then words.....and she just keeps proving it.
"I'm not fucking leading him on." yet you keep spending the night with jasmine and him. Nice. Really. You never think of your boyfriend but of course you go straight to him. how do you think it makes me feel that you spend more nights with him then you do with me? Like im just second place...like you dont even wanna see me......I'm not even going to express my anger..or express how sick I am...or express how depressed it makes me...or express what I want to do the walls..and the floors..and my parents...and every single living thing that lies anywhere near my sight. I'm just gonna slip away into my sleep.
I love her....
Nothing changes that.
I will always....love her.
"Lord, thou art With me... though your eyes see only truth, my heart recieves only lies, it ain't worth it to be hurt they say, "Why can't he receive some truth before he dies", though my face fades away like the unknown...becoming what I've never not known...an anger inside..a hate..and it has grown...I've learned to forgive a long while back...though i keep forgiving I never recieve the pieces of my heart back...and it kills me..kills me that her actions show she isn't even happy with me...but forget the past...the past is in the past..dwelling on it only shortens the time I have left to last..cuz I'm mortal..but I've learned you can live unforgiven..and in forgivin those who hurt you.. you negate all of their mistakes of sinnin...so I fogive and keep forgivin like it's all I have left worth givin..and i keep givin..and I finally let it all go...there aint sirens, and voices and screams in my head no more...It's all quiet...it's all quiet...
Not sure if you've ever forgiven me...But I forgive you..."
-The prayer of the Lost.
I'm never wrong am I? Heh...no one knows much much i HATE being right. I said actions speak louder then words.....and she just keeps proving it.
"I'm not fucking leading him on." yet you keep spending the night with jasmine and him. Nice. Really. You never think of your boyfriend but of course you go straight to him. how do you think it makes me feel that you spend more nights with him then you do with me? Like im just second place...like you dont even wanna see me......I'm not even going to express my anger..or express how sick I am...or express how depressed it makes me...or express what I want to do the walls..and the floors..and my parents...and every single living thing that lies anywhere near my sight. I'm just gonna slip away into my sleep.
I love her....
Nothing changes that.
I will always....love her.
"Lord, thou art With me... though your eyes see only truth, my heart recieves only lies, it ain't worth it to be hurt they say, "Why can't he receive some truth before he dies", though my face fades away like the unknown...becoming what I've never not known...an anger inside..a hate..and it has grown...I've learned to forgive a long while back...though i keep forgiving I never recieve the pieces of my heart back...and it kills me..kills me that her actions show she isn't even happy with me...but forget the past...the past is in the past..dwelling on it only shortens the time I have left to last..cuz I'm mortal..but I've learned you can live unforgiven..and in forgivin those who hurt you.. you negate all of their mistakes of sinnin...so I fogive and keep forgivin like it's all I have left worth givin..and i keep givin..and I finally let it all go...there aint sirens, and voices and screams in my head no more...It's all quiet...it's all quiet...
Not sure if you've ever forgiven me...But I forgive you..."
-The prayer of the Lost.