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Rahhhh. Welll... I have an interview at Friday's tomorrow at 3:30 to be a hostess.. FINALLY. And I'm thinkin I'm gonna get that job and definately keep my job at showcase. Cuz I freaking love it there. So much. The people are AWESOME, the perks are AWESOME, to leave would just suck completely. So, I'm just going to totally switch up my availability, one week day and one weekend day.. and I'm going to make them hours that are completely kinda bogus so it's less likely that they'll work me during the week at least. Aaaand I'll still be on their schedule and its just awesome :) Assuming I get the job at Friday's. I need more income to pay for all the stuff I'm wantin to do. Spring Break plans, summer plans, college shyeah... Definately. Hope I get it :)
I haven't seen Nathan in a few days. Well I saw him yesterday for a few minutes cuz he was sick.. but cha know.. Hoping that we can hang out some tomorrow and probably more this week since I don't work again til Friday. I think I'm afraid of love :/ Or something. I dunno. It's a big thing to me. At least when I say it I want it to be real. He tells me he loves me. I'm proud of myself because when he said it I had the urge to say it back, ya know how that works, but I didn't because it's definately too soon. I want to say it when I know it's right, real. He says he really does. I guess I'll know when I do. I have so many feelings.
I haven't seen Nathan in a few days. Well I saw him yesterday for a few minutes cuz he was sick.. but cha know.. Hoping that we can hang out some tomorrow and probably more this week since I don't work again til Friday. I think I'm afraid of love :/ Or something. I dunno. It's a big thing to me. At least when I say it I want it to be real. He tells me he loves me. I'm proud of myself because when he said it I had the urge to say it back, ya know how that works, but I didn't because it's definately too soon. I want to say it when I know it's right, real. He says he really does. I guess I'll know when I do. I have so many feelings.