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Damn.
I would pretty much consider myself to be mild-mannered, if anything I'm pretty positive about everything except myself. I'm spontaneous, kinda nutz, and love to laugh and be social...
So tell me... why I have been off the deep end pissy lately?! Like, someone who would midly annoy me yet I'm still cool/civil with I just wanna chew their head off for breathing!!
I finished all my work I needed to for this morning by 330am and woke up at 830am to go take a quiz (and probably fail again, yup. FAIL. AGAIN.). I get to class to discover we have this cutesy little presentation on study abroad (which I do want to do) so I filled out the little postcard and stewed over needing to take this god forsaken quiz before I go bazerk. I take it. Have no idea how I did. screw that.
Went to rhetoric, where we have round table discussions on different social topics. Today it was homosexuality and how accepting our society is or is not. In the begginning of the semester I was pretty much the only one who would comment and throw out information and what not and now others are steppin on my toes to get their say out there too, which is fine; everyone needs to speak up at some point, but I feel I'm not being heard thus I get more pissy.
Then dance class. I usually fall head over heels in love with this hour & a half to just... DANCE! have fun, let loose, be cool, whatever. For some reason I could not crack a smile if I wanted to. I just had no motivation- just went through the motions. It sucked. I avoided the normal people I tend to hang around in class b/c they kinda bother me in the first place so in order to not go off I just blew them off.
Damn.
I feel like not being social and just trying to listening to mellow music like Corinne Bailey Rae or other such stuff to keep my temper at a minimum. I know my temper is volatile right now and my normal group of friends don't bother me at all- in fact I love them all to death, but I know if someone SAYS the wrong thing around me I'll freak out, so again, I'll just avoid the situation all together until this cloud of angry funk blows over.
GAAAAAHHH! I just need a punching bag.
I would pretty much consider myself to be mild-mannered, if anything I'm pretty positive about everything except myself. I'm spontaneous, kinda nutz, and love to laugh and be social...
So tell me... why I have been off the deep end pissy lately?! Like, someone who would midly annoy me yet I'm still cool/civil with I just wanna chew their head off for breathing!!
I finished all my work I needed to for this morning by 330am and woke up at 830am to go take a quiz (and probably fail again, yup. FAIL. AGAIN.). I get to class to discover we have this cutesy little presentation on study abroad (which I do want to do) so I filled out the little postcard and stewed over needing to take this god forsaken quiz before I go bazerk. I take it. Have no idea how I did. screw that.
Went to rhetoric, where we have round table discussions on different social topics. Today it was homosexuality and how accepting our society is or is not. In the begginning of the semester I was pretty much the only one who would comment and throw out information and what not and now others are steppin on my toes to get their say out there too, which is fine; everyone needs to speak up at some point, but I feel I'm not being heard thus I get more pissy.
Then dance class. I usually fall head over heels in love with this hour & a half to just... DANCE! have fun, let loose, be cool, whatever. For some reason I could not crack a smile if I wanted to. I just had no motivation- just went through the motions. It sucked. I avoided the normal people I tend to hang around in class b/c they kinda bother me in the first place so in order to not go off I just blew them off.
Damn.
I feel like not being social and just trying to listening to mellow music like Corinne Bailey Rae or other such stuff to keep my temper at a minimum. I know my temper is volatile right now and my normal group of friends don't bother me at all- in fact I love them all to death, but I know if someone SAYS the wrong thing around me I'll freak out, so again, I'll just avoid the situation all together until this cloud of angry funk blows over.
GAAAAAHHH! I just need a punching bag.