I miss having someone always there. Don't get me wrong- Rachel is the closest thing i have to.. a loyal friend, but.. lately i think she's so busy with Chris. How lame is that.. your so called 'best friend' likes her bf more than you? Ohh, i understand they rarley EVER see eachother, so why not spend every other second of the day thinking about them, or talking to them.. It's just now i feel like he's the most important thing in her life, and i mean i'm not going to be selfish and be like ditch him for me bc i don't feel 'important' enough.. no i'm not like that. It just hurts bc i don't have any1 else. I mean i have other friends, of course, but no one that really understands me like Rachel. It's really hard to explain, and i hate talking about it, so i'm done.
Yesterday i went to a baby shower, and my sister went so it was awesome. I was getting so frustrated with her though. She always passes up spending time with My mom, Tony and I. I think she is also to busy with her bf, ex bf.. what ever. It just sucks when the people you most cherish can't.. feel the same feeling? I don't know, once again hard to explain.
I'm seeing my dad Wed. night! =D i'm WAY excited. Right now, all i want to do is spend time with my dad. Honestly, there's nothing more i'd rather do. But i'll be doing that verrrry soon! =D ah i'm so excited for Thanksgiving!~ I'm going to my Aunt Pam/Uncle Chris's house. It's going to be fun. =D
** kriSten
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Purgatory (Repenting Believers)Very High
Level 1 - Limbo (Virtuous Non-Believers)Moderate
Level 2 (Lustful)Low
Level 3 (Gluttonous)Low
Level 4 (Prodigal and Avaricious)Low
Level 5 (Wrathful and Gloomy)Very Low
Level 6 - The City of Dis (Heretics)Very Low
Level 7 (Violent)Very Low
Level 8- the Malebolge (Fraudulent, Malicious, Panderers)Moderate
Level 9 - Cocytus (Treacherous)Low
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