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ok, so i have a little more than just "esto" on my mind.
after the concert, frank and i went with a group of people to chili's. 'twas fun. but i'm starting to think that i shouldn't bring frank to all of these places with my more artistic group of friends... not because i'm embarrassed of frank, i'm embarrassed of my friends.
i guess i first realized this when i went to RENT with frank. i had an awesome time, and so did he, but i felt everyone sort of distance themselves and exclude him. that's ok, cause i mean, new people, but after a while, they sort of got hostile if he added honest imput to an argument. "you CAN'T compare phantom and RENT!!!" uh, YES, you can. i appologised to frank on their behalf. i don't want to do it again.
this sort of came up again the other night at chilis, only in different forms. i guess with frank around we're sort of excluded. i wasn't bothered, cause i've got frank , but i just think it's a little rude. that wasn't what irritated me, tho.
i don't get uncomfortable. my bubble has been popped by north high drama men, and i am desensitized to innuendo and uncomfortable jokes and such; it doesn't bug me. but thursday night, i guess some of my friends were just being really innappropriate, grabbing for my ass, "oo, panties!", "where are YOU two going???", "make sure cass can sit down tomorrow..." and all that sort of suggestive shit. i normally don't mind, it doesn't get me uncomfortable, but something ticked me off.
that was just innappropriate with frank there. he knows i will always hug people and that i won't go farther. i don't want him to think that i let other guys touch me when he's not around. now that i'm officially taken, i respect that; i'm off limits: i'm HIS. i am loyal to the end and don't mess around with other guys. he trusts me and i won't do anything to break that trust, because i know he does the same for me.
and well, i'd love to go places and hang out with my friends with frank at my side... but until people are a little more open minded and accepting, i'm not going to make frank uncomfortable, as much as he insists he's not. it's not fair.
after the concert, frank and i went with a group of people to chili's. 'twas fun. but i'm starting to think that i shouldn't bring frank to all of these places with my more artistic group of friends... not because i'm embarrassed of frank, i'm embarrassed of my friends.
i guess i first realized this when i went to RENT with frank. i had an awesome time, and so did he, but i felt everyone sort of distance themselves and exclude him. that's ok, cause i mean, new people, but after a while, they sort of got hostile if he added honest imput to an argument. "you CAN'T compare phantom and RENT!!!" uh, YES, you can. i appologised to frank on their behalf. i don't want to do it again.
this sort of came up again the other night at chilis, only in different forms. i guess with frank around we're sort of excluded. i wasn't bothered, cause i've got frank , but i just think it's a little rude. that wasn't what irritated me, tho.
i don't get uncomfortable. my bubble has been popped by north high drama men, and i am desensitized to innuendo and uncomfortable jokes and such; it doesn't bug me. but thursday night, i guess some of my friends were just being really innappropriate, grabbing for my ass, "oo, panties!", "where are YOU two going???", "make sure cass can sit down tomorrow..." and all that sort of suggestive shit. i normally don't mind, it doesn't get me uncomfortable, but something ticked me off.
that was just innappropriate with frank there. he knows i will always hug people and that i won't go farther. i don't want him to think that i let other guys touch me when he's not around. now that i'm officially taken, i respect that; i'm off limits: i'm HIS. i am loyal to the end and don't mess around with other guys. he trusts me and i won't do anything to break that trust, because i know he does the same for me.
and well, i'd love to go places and hang out with my friends with frank at my side... but until people are a little more open minded and accepting, i'm not going to make frank uncomfortable, as much as he insists he's not. it's not fair.