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[eyexseaxuse]

hey
..i dont update much..

but to make things quick,

my grandpa is dieing..and i think i have problems dealing with death.
..so i avoid the situation..

but really now it seems like disapointment surrounds me..
..and its overwhelming...

ha.and i dont even have school this time as an excuse for disapointment..now i kno its actually..me..
gah.peace.