if you only knew
so it has been a few days over 6 months since my paper work that is getting me kicked out of my unit started and now i still dont have orders. what the fuck, i have seen 6 people get thier paperwork started and now have orders all 6 of them had thier shit done after my shit started and before i have even got orders. i have no money cause i lost my debit card and am currently waiting for it to get here in the mail going three weeks with out money when i need it to get food and beer is a bitch. shit has gone nuts between me and a few of my friends. one i have been trying to get something dropped off at my moms house for almost a year and then when i asked politely if she could do it i get an angry response i dont have time. wtf its been a yeah you possibly could have found enough time in a god damn year to drive fucking 40 miles to drop them off but you can go hang out with people who live a few miles from me. ohh well i got them now and thats all that matters. and my buddy steve and krystina are somewhat talking mad shit to eachother, cause steve thinks krystina is a dumb bitch and when he is around her shows her respect. and then one day he said she is stupid as fuck and it blew out of proportion and my myspace page is the battlefield. i got her saying im a shitty friend for letting him post shit and i got him saying shes a dumb bitch. what the fuck. i need my debit card so i can pay my 1500 dollar fine so the state of michigan will get the fuck off my back. but then again next year i got to pay it again. fuck jennifer granholm. i hate to seem like a giant bitch fest but god damn people keep expecting so much shit out of me when i already have tons of shit on my table. save the drama and say fuck it. so much dumb petty b/s, i dont care if someone hates you. maybe you shouldnt let it bother you, and maybe you should stop caring that they hate you there is nothing you can do. atleast i still have a job and a roof over my head. sure i dont know when im gonna be moving or even where, but its all good i still have my weekends and i still have my best friends beer and soco.