why!!!?!!
shit if only i did what i wanted to do 3 years ago. instead i decided to make a bunch of people happy that now i dont even like. too many people i have met that i really didnt want to meet. dont get me wrong but i had a lot of fun made a lot of good friends. and lost a lot of friends. i lost more friends than i made. right now im just pist that i wasted the last few years. but if it wasnt for that i would have never met nikole. im so glad i did. to be truthfull i am glad that i know the following people nikole, luke, alex(but ive known you for a while), chris (from the offbeats), ian(dont know his last name), ghraham, nick w, colin motherfuckin ficher, the other colin (from the offbeats), brian (of the offbeats), jeffmisdemeanor, derek terror, lexi, mike b, mike d, jordan young, mary, chris jax, ericlmnh, shane reed, john(dude that apartment was kick ass), katie, sock, joe(even tho im i lost respect for you but you let me see shit for what it is a bunch of mother fucking bullshit, most respect keep it real bro)zach claflin, atom mother fucking carrasco, deb carrasco, sean nolan if i dint mention your name and you feel you deserve to be here let me know and ill be the judge of that. and if you ask for cigarettes and break them infront of the person you asked it from you can fuck off cause that is bullshit. they bust thier ass to buy that pack of cigarettes and you ask for one and out of the grace of thier heart they give you one and you break it and throw it on the ground, fuck you!!!! they work for 50 minutes to get that pack of cigarettes. too many people are hipocrites and need to take shit more lightly. you cant scream for freedom and then shove a lifestyle and a bunch of beliefs about veganism and straight edge bullshit down my throat. punk rock is not about not eating meat and not smoking/drinking/doing other drugs. i never shoved a god damn cheese burger down your fucking throat. but why do i still pick all that damn soy out of my teeth. sure i can give you a break about not wanting to breath cigarette smoke when you go to a show. but come one the only reason why i dont go to shows anymore is because the people that go to shows need to calm the fuck down. too much drama about stupid shit. i hate how everyone thinks they are so much better than everyone just cause they dont smoke or dont eat meat or animal products or dont have a god damn penis.