The calm before the storm
I dont know
I dont know
I feel like a tonado has gone through my head at this point in time
I am glad i feel like this at work for 9 hours straight
The things I am scared of right now are....
-Not knowing what i really want to do and just going on what I THINK i would like to do for the rest of my life.
-my math class
-my insurance payment
-having a new car
-not passing my drug test that i took a week ago
I dropped my professional communication class... I just cant deal with the teacher... she makes no sense and i dont want to say anything to mean to her with her and her 2 masters... stupid bitch
Everyone knows that my heart is in music and that i have a HUGE personality and I always wanted to go into radio broadcasting.. well i havent really talked about it and yet have frogotton about what i wanted to do ... just so i wouldnt disappont my mom..
so therefore i believe iam dropping out if occ after the end of this semester and doing what i have wanted to do .. RADIO Broadcasting....going to go to school for it atleast...
I hate having no idea where iam going to be in the future and if iam going to make it in somthing i hate it more then anything and it scares me to death
My emotion this month is scared and confused,,,,