this year will be..
i havent written in this thing in forever because i realized it was lame. but i have to express my hatred for this new year already. noone that actually reads this is updated on my life in college but here i was thinking everything was perfect for once, only to be broken once again. i had big expectations for 2008 but it seems to be that it might just be even worse than the beginning of last year. i definitely lived up 2007 to my fullest and i have not ONE regret. everything that happened happened for a good reason whether it be friends guys or school..but i would trade anything to have what happened last year on new years then for what happened this year. i hate that i let people walk all over me and i try not to care what anyone thinks but it doesnt work. i want this year to actually work out for me and not be a tease like the end of 2007 was. i need a boyfriend. i need that comfort from somebody. i need love.