I hate today
today sux..darci is having a party, and im stuck w/ the grandparents.and the kids came over today and i didnt really get to spend time w/ them..i really miss them!i want to go watch the sunset..but if i do it alone..i'm prolly gonna cry.i hate today its miserable. my parents got in a fight and shaun almost left. and i hate being alone.I just want someone to hold me and love me..and give me kisses and make me feel beautiful.but i guess im asking for too much..and i do have a person in mind of who i want to share my time with and i dont know if he feels the same way about me.it's depressing..and i am sick of temporary love.