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[eyesxofxfire]

okay, so much to talk about. I found out that GREG was avoiding my phone calls, then found out that he doesnt want to be in a relationship, so we havent talked and all that great stuff. And he never evn called me to tell me all of this...it was MELZ who told me. But even though im mad about him not calling me and talking to me about shit, i think it was better that MELZ told me. She cares about me alot, and i care about her alot, we have become closer, and i consider her one of my very best friends. And i know that she was upset about some things with him, but she made sure that i was okay. And i still like GREG alot, and in the future i want to have a relationship with him, he just needs to figure his shit out and then maybe it could work. And i know that he does like me, but there are just complications that i dont need to share. And it explains why he didnt want to call me. Yeah im hurt because i really like him, but im just gonna start hanging out with people to get my mind off shit. I am definetly gonna start hanging out with MELZ. me and her have so much shit to talk about and catch up on. And definetly figure shit out about certain individuals(MELZ YOU KNOW WHO IM TALKIN ABOUT)That girl is so beautiful and kind and everyone just wants to be around her.BUT YET STUPID PEOPLE TREAT HER LIKE SHIT. and it's gonna stop.

To get off subject this guy i met upnorth named KEVIN, i was looking at my friends journals and there was a picture of him with this sweet guitar..it made him look ultra orgasmic!

But anywhos....I'm gonna start hanging out with people, i kinda drifted away from everyone.My cousin is coming over tonight so i'm super happy! oh if anyone wants to go to a show talk to me cuz i want to go this weekend....