my christmas is now officially going to suck ass....
well....i spent the most awsome day at amandas house and then i came home. My mom told me that the bloodwork that i had gotten done said i have mono. so that means no kissing, no seeing my dad for christmas, me being tired all the time, and pure hell. Im extremely sad...it makes me pissed, i havent seen my dad. he lives far away and now i cant even friggin' see him. to top it off..i have been thinking way to much about my past. about the fun times this past summer, my lost love, my friendships, everything just seems to be going wrong lately. i hope that the beginning of a new year will bring me more happiness. that i might be able to love again..and patch up old friendships. im sorry to all the people who i have hurt in the past, and for all the stupid things i have done to you...