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For those of you who know me and worried at some point that I may be turning into a lush, I have only drank one time in the last month. During that one time I quit at 11pm knowing we all hotel rooms and I didnt have to be home till the next afternoon. I was the desiginated driver. That's right me! I think it was actually more fun. I remember it all to. There are parts I think I woud like to forget but that is a whole other story and sadly to say this time they had nothing to do with alcohol. It is time to go out. I miss my girls.I have been looking at my home life much to seriously. Ya know everything looks a little better after a few bottles of Smirnoff.
On another note. My best friends mom sent the cops to my house this morning. Why? Because neither of them had heard from me in two days, that is so not normal. I talk to Shannon daily, hell a couple times daily. Anyway when she called two days ago Rod and I were fighting. They got scared he had done something to me. So six cops are at my house. Rodney tells them I am in bed sick. they say they can't leave until the see me in person. so I had to get up and talk to them. It was soooo happy of a moment. Let me say here Rodney DOES NOT hit me. There have been some heated arguments but he has never hit me. He said somethings lately that worried them and they thought maybe he finally had. I love this really, how did I let my life come to this. One simple sentence could end it all. But I am a coward in ways I guess. I have tried... but I can't seem to utter those words.