Aug 20, 2004 05:37
yes,yes hold it all in,
until you burst.
that would be me.
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like me and thus my sadness, i force words.
and thus my sadness, i form words
nobody knows cuz nobody reads this.
nobody knows cuz nobody needs this.
i am black and staring, startled in this place. your space connects me to something ethereal, something only you can know. my insides twist when i gaze upon your breast, my breath, wilting. i am in awe of all that i see, and when you invade my vision, my eyes switch to blurring. tears threaten to fall but i bask in the glow of all that you are to me. you are everything and nothing, and i am speachless and suffocating in your presence. (END)
You haven't escaped my mind in months, I'm stuck. Are you my Kagome (god im dorky)? Do you love me for who I was, or is it who I will become, or do you love me for who I am. I'm almost certain of the answer, and fear I might be far too late. Can your forgive my silly, weakened heart? I'll admit flat out I was scared, better yet blind and broken. You see, I told myself I wouldn't love anymore. I was done being hurt by others, and I would't stand for it anymore. Little did i know I would hurt as well. I've hide from myself too long, from the feelings deep in my mind. Unfortunately, it took a loss to see what I could find. Everything i was searching for I've found deep inside, never did I suspect it was buried deep and alive. everything that will happen, rests within your hands. Above all else that happens I hope we can complete our plans.