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while there are so many things i would no doubt be gaining when i go overseas, there are so many things i am giving up to go overseas....
well i guess i never know what will happen and who i will meet.
we must look forward right:
1. winter fashion
2. broadway in new york
3. travelling around the states (prob not anytime soon though)
4. having the chance to catch my fave artistes fiona apple and the like
5. finally getting a cat of my own (i hopeeee)
okay enough, its sad thinking i would not be celebrating my parent's birthdays with them, or hug my mum, or be hugged by my mum, or be there for my friends, and my cousins. we'd be moving house too and as much as i stand for the belief that its the people that make the place important, i really cant imagine moving away from the place i have lived in for 16 years. i would no longer be neighbours with my cousin..and the worst part is when i am back it would be different - the feeling of "home has changed while you are away" would ache. as much as everyone says that i probably would not want to come back after grad studies (because the states is a much better place for research; and my predecessors have indeed stayed behind), i really cannot imagine not wanting to come back. i can't imagine how my parents would feel when i leave. the house would probably be considerably less noisy and dinners less er happening.
ade stop getting ahead of yourself. step by step!!
well i guess i never know what will happen and who i will meet.
we must look forward right:
1. winter fashion
2. broadway in new york
3. travelling around the states (prob not anytime soon though)
4. having the chance to catch my fave artistes fiona apple and the like
5. finally getting a cat of my own (i hopeeee)
okay enough, its sad thinking i would not be celebrating my parent's birthdays with them, or hug my mum, or be hugged by my mum, or be there for my friends, and my cousins. we'd be moving house too and as much as i stand for the belief that its the people that make the place important, i really cant imagine moving away from the place i have lived in for 16 years. i would no longer be neighbours with my cousin..and the worst part is when i am back it would be different - the feeling of "home has changed while you are away" would ache. as much as everyone says that i probably would not want to come back after grad studies (because the states is a much better place for research; and my predecessors have indeed stayed behind), i really cannot imagine not wanting to come back. i can't imagine how my parents would feel when i leave. the house would probably be considerably less noisy and dinners less er happening.
ade stop getting ahead of yourself. step by step!!