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exams this time round was beyond horrible
have never felt so defeated by a few pieces of papers, or swore as much as i did in 2 hours
or felt like walking out of the exam hall, or had nightmares about the paper even a week after,
or pushed myself to finish the paper only because i didn't want to retake two modules next sem,
or had two exams in a single sem out of 4 that i really i felt this way for
srsly never saw this coming cause i liked the modules i took this sem
i know everyone felt bad but not the extent i did ): think i only managed to perform up to 60% of what i wanted to i.e. it was bad for others; it was infinitely worse for me
and during a time in my life when i needed this so badly,to comfort myself that life isn't so badly after all
but yeah well, no comfort i guess
struggle out there in the cold, ade. it might go all downhill from here
have never felt so defeated by a few pieces of papers, or swore as much as i did in 2 hours
or felt like walking out of the exam hall, or had nightmares about the paper even a week after,
or pushed myself to finish the paper only because i didn't want to retake two modules next sem,
or had two exams in a single sem out of 4 that i really i felt this way for
srsly never saw this coming cause i liked the modules i took this sem
i know everyone felt bad but not the extent i did ): think i only managed to perform up to 60% of what i wanted to i.e. it was bad for others; it was infinitely worse for me
and during a time in my life when i needed this so badly,to comfort myself that life isn't so badly after all
but yeah well, no comfort i guess
struggle out there in the cold, ade. it might go all downhill from here