tell me
you've never loved me,
or that you don't love me anymore,
that when i ask to call you at midnight the night before my test because i needed to hear your voice to keep myself from going crazy, that i was just another friend who needed you just like all your other friends..
chant it to me that this love is no longer here. and it is gone with all the other good things that have happened and is a past i have to learn to unwrap myself from. (how do people do this, really? how?? i never thought i'd still be here)
come on now, scream it to me till you instill it
then maybe, just maybe, i'd be a little less stubborn, and more willing to leave you, and us and everything we had just back behind.
so i don't have to keep hanging on like a stupid sentimental maudlin cat.
its just not the same.
but i really don't know what to do, don't know how to move on.
or that you don't love me anymore,
that when i ask to call you at midnight the night before my test because i needed to hear your voice to keep myself from going crazy, that i was just another friend who needed you just like all your other friends..
chant it to me that this love is no longer here. and it is gone with all the other good things that have happened and is a past i have to learn to unwrap myself from. (how do people do this, really? how?? i never thought i'd still be here)
come on now, scream it to me till you instill it
then maybe, just maybe, i'd be a little less stubborn, and more willing to leave you, and us and everything we had just back behind.
so i don't have to keep hanging on like a stupid sentimental maudlin cat.
its just not the same.
but i really don't know what to do, don't know how to move on.