Is there some kind of pattern???
Guess who found herself a new obsession!?!??!
UGH!
I practically hate myself for it, too!
I mean...WTF1?!?
Why does it have to be one of MAC's friends?
So "Oscar" is already at college.
Well...he is there, but it hasn't started yet.
So he is there for football camp.
Essentially he is on LOCKDOWN and can't even leave the campus.
Can't look at pr0n.
NOTHING.
So we started talking lately.
Mostly about how terrible my relationship with my boyfriend is getting...
And I talked to him a lot last night...
A lot, meaning, we were up until 4 Am talking.
And he said all kinds of nice things that made me feel really good about myself.
He told me that if he were MAC, he would be pouring over me.
That we would lay out in some random field and just stargaze.
Things like that that just make my stomach flip and all sorts of gooey girly shit.
And it made me feel EXCELLENT about myself.
He said that I am a great person and that I should never let myself think otherwise.
Essentially, he just made me feel really really really really really really good.
So all day, that was pretty much all I could think about.
Even when I was with MAC.
And it's confusing, you know?!
I mean.. I WANT TO BE TREATED LIKE A PRINCESS!
And Oscar makes it sound like he would really do that.
I threw him ALL sorts of curve balls. Things that a lot of guys would run from.
And he never once judged me.
And it made me feel even better.
So I get home, and I just want to talk to him.
So I get online and I just wait and wait for him to get on.
And yesterday he gave me his number...kind of.
He gave me all but the last number and told me that I would have to guess the rest of it.
So what I did was I went online and found a friend that we both had incommon on FaceBook that I would have no problem talking to and asked her what his number is.
I then texted with the message "If this is "Oscar" then I suppose I guessed correctly ^_^"
And he responded. MADE ME SOO HAPPY....which it totally shouldn't...
And he got online!!!!!!!
But yeah...
Once again... I shouldn't like someone.... but I do.
And my relationship with MAC is going down the shitter.
Awesome.
<3 Steffy
UGH!
I practically hate myself for it, too!
I mean...WTF1?!?
Why does it have to be one of MAC's friends?
So "Oscar" is already at college.
Well...he is there, but it hasn't started yet.
So he is there for football camp.
Essentially he is on LOCKDOWN and can't even leave the campus.
Can't look at pr0n.
NOTHING.
So we started talking lately.
Mostly about how terrible my relationship with my boyfriend is getting...
And I talked to him a lot last night...
A lot, meaning, we were up until 4 Am talking.
And he said all kinds of nice things that made me feel really good about myself.
He told me that if he were MAC, he would be pouring over me.
That we would lay out in some random field and just stargaze.
Things like that that just make my stomach flip and all sorts of gooey girly shit.
And it made me feel EXCELLENT about myself.
He said that I am a great person and that I should never let myself think otherwise.
Essentially, he just made me feel really really really really really really good.
So all day, that was pretty much all I could think about.
Even when I was with MAC.
And it's confusing, you know?!
I mean.. I WANT TO BE TREATED LIKE A PRINCESS!
And Oscar makes it sound like he would really do that.
I threw him ALL sorts of curve balls. Things that a lot of guys would run from.
And he never once judged me.
And it made me feel even better.
So I get home, and I just want to talk to him.
So I get online and I just wait and wait for him to get on.
And yesterday he gave me his number...kind of.
He gave me all but the last number and told me that I would have to guess the rest of it.
So what I did was I went online and found a friend that we both had incommon on FaceBook that I would have no problem talking to and asked her what his number is.
I then texted with the message "If this is "Oscar" then I suppose I guessed correctly ^_^"
And he responded. MADE ME SOO HAPPY....which it totally shouldn't...
And he got online!!!!!!!
But yeah...
Once again... I shouldn't like someone.... but I do.
And my relationship with MAC is going down the shitter.
Awesome.
<3 Steffy