Jan 10, 2006 20:12
I can't stand how for almost 3 years I couldn't be happy with who I was. I tried to fit into groups by dressing like them, hoping to impress them. I realized how fucked up that is. I meet people when I just have on jeans and a tshirt, and they'll like me for who I am. When I don't try and be somebody that I'm not, I make some friends and make some enemies at the same time. But I guess you can't win them all, and I'm ok with that. I've lost too many friends by faking shit. So this is me, kids. No more fakeness, no more bullshit, no more drama. I'm not going to try to be something I'm not. I'm working too hard on finding something I am.
p.s. brandon makes me happy.
Keep in touch.
Love,
Brianna.