Aug 12, 2005 00:58
One more night spent in thia magical world called Akron.
Holli's terribly sick and has to go to a doctor up here tomorrow, so that's why we're here. She fell into the same anorexia thing I did last year and now she's paying the price I did. I'm starting to feel really grateful that I was able to escape before it got too far. As for her, well, I'm sorry to say her escape was just a little too late. Which sucks.
My life is so boring, I sometimes wonder why I bother updating.
I seemed to have lost Trish completely over something trivial, which depresses me. But in the long run, perhaps it's better that way. I hate losing people close to me, but that's the most wonderful thing about having lots of other friends: they're there for you to fall back on.
My writer's block has officially ended, I've been writing like crazy these last few days. It helps keep me occupied, and keeps me from falling into another super depression hole. School will help too, I'm sure.
Holli and I have been doing some sherioush bonding which is weird, but still really cool. She's becoming my best friend, which is awesome because we can both sit there and complain about how much we both want the fuck out of that house. It's rather funny.
Still we both know none of this matters
Now that the "us together" has long been shattered.
And yet I still wonder how things could be
If it hadn't become you without me.
I hate Matt. He makes me write bad poetry.
*sigh*
This was such a generic post.