Update
So there are moths flying around my livejournal, and I apologize for that…. So I give you a recap of my current state of being, by subject (because I like to be organized)
My mom's estate crap:
So I'm now on my THIRD representative from wells fargo, because the first one quit and the second one retired. I thought this lady was pretty nice at first, so I was actually kind of thankful because the last guy was a huge asshole. But as it turns out, she's a bitch too, and she doesn't even really try to cover it up. Good news is that I was able to get my stuff out of the minnetrista house (after oh.... AN ENTIRE YEAR of waiting). It took pretty much all day and now I’m exhausted.
I also got my mom’s laptop, which is mysteriously lacking of ANY files. Really? My mom was constantly deleting stuff because she didn’t have any room. And what I later noticed was that the reason I didn’t need to get a password to log on was that her entire desktop had been deleted, leaving only mine…. Suspicious, no? What the hell does Ron have to hide?? It’s lost now though, he’s waaaay better at computers than I’ll ever be.
Random Snippets:
1) I have behind the wheel tomorrow and I can’t find my permit for the life of me…
2) My roommate next year is pretty much the coolest person EVER
3) So is doug, who I’m NOT having a secret internet romance with, in case you were curious.
4) I found out T-mobile doesn’t really have service where I’m going to school… sucks ass….
5) Julia you better get your ass home…
Adam:
So Adam and I are pretty much doing the best we’ve ever done… like, we talk every day, we never fight, spend most of our time talking about sappy crap that even makes ME gag, hell, at this point he starts tearing up whenever he hears the song “hey there Delilah”, which, you know, comes on the radio pretty frequently nowdays….
But somehow I feel like it’s all just kind of fake. I know he doesn’t though, he truly means it. But I sometimes just feel like I’m going through the motions, saying what I know I’m supposed to say. I know I still love him, because the rest of the time I really do mean it… but it’s just that once in awhile. I don’t know. I’m scared for college and I just really, really, want this to work. I want to prove everyone wrong… and mostly I want to be able to go up to his mom and be like, “Ha, I’m STAYING”. Is that bad of me? That’s not the only reason I’m with him, I promise. But it’s an added bonus!
My mom's estate crap:
So I'm now on my THIRD representative from wells fargo, because the first one quit and the second one retired. I thought this lady was pretty nice at first, so I was actually kind of thankful because the last guy was a huge asshole. But as it turns out, she's a bitch too, and she doesn't even really try to cover it up. Good news is that I was able to get my stuff out of the minnetrista house (after oh.... AN ENTIRE YEAR of waiting). It took pretty much all day and now I’m exhausted.
I also got my mom’s laptop, which is mysteriously lacking of ANY files. Really? My mom was constantly deleting stuff because she didn’t have any room. And what I later noticed was that the reason I didn’t need to get a password to log on was that her entire desktop had been deleted, leaving only mine…. Suspicious, no? What the hell does Ron have to hide?? It’s lost now though, he’s waaaay better at computers than I’ll ever be.
Random Snippets:
1) I have behind the wheel tomorrow and I can’t find my permit for the life of me…
2) My roommate next year is pretty much the coolest person EVER
3) So is doug, who I’m NOT having a secret internet romance with, in case you were curious.
4) I found out T-mobile doesn’t really have service where I’m going to school… sucks ass….
5) Julia you better get your ass home…
Adam:
So Adam and I are pretty much doing the best we’ve ever done… like, we talk every day, we never fight, spend most of our time talking about sappy crap that even makes ME gag, hell, at this point he starts tearing up whenever he hears the song “hey there Delilah”, which, you know, comes on the radio pretty frequently nowdays….
But somehow I feel like it’s all just kind of fake. I know he doesn’t though, he truly means it. But I sometimes just feel like I’m going through the motions, saying what I know I’m supposed to say. I know I still love him, because the rest of the time I really do mean it… but it’s just that once in awhile. I don’t know. I’m scared for college and I just really, really, want this to work. I want to prove everyone wrong… and mostly I want to be able to go up to his mom and be like, “Ha, I’m STAYING”. Is that bad of me? That’s not the only reason I’m with him, I promise. But it’s an added bonus!