Just Talking
I know im being repetitive but yeah i need to say some things.
Me and mike got to talking wich is a nice thing. I really like talking to him i think him and maybe a few other people are like the few that actually know how to talk and listen and like discuss things the way most conversations should go.
Well i talked to mike about how unhappy ive been lately, and only a hand full of things that actually have been making me happy. I hate it here to be honest. I dont feel like i belong in bensalem anymore. I always feel this resenment and certain level of uncomfort from people when im actually home. When im at school im the happiest most excited person to be alive. People at home just seem to give me shit for not being around cause mike told me people think that i only give time for people at school which is completely untrue. If you know me at all HS i didnt give a shit about anything and there was nothing more that i liked to do then hang out seriously this summer how manytimes were people over my house to watch movies and fucking chill yeah, A LOT. and now im at school all the time. BUt im honestly not fucking around there just going to hang with my friends there at all. I do Work. i make Art im passionate about something. its something that makes me incredbly happy to make art with people and talk to people about art and all this stuff. This is something i dont get when im here. people just think i ditch them when no i am doing shit. im working im busting my ass jesus Highschool my GPA was likea 2.1 i didnt give a shit. but college started i dissapeared and i got a fucking 3.53 Deans list. now i cant get that by fucking around. i just wish people just understood how much my work means to me. and how much i love art and i want you all to share it with me. I love you all with all my heart and i love my art with all my heart just seriously come over and ask to see what ive been doing. ask to see what ive been creating thiningabout seriously like call me and ask to come and talk i dont care just seriously dont start assuming stuff.
i dont know if any of this made sense but if you dont understand just call me and come over and ill be more than happy to explain/show you what i mean
Me and mike got to talking wich is a nice thing. I really like talking to him i think him and maybe a few other people are like the few that actually know how to talk and listen and like discuss things the way most conversations should go.
Well i talked to mike about how unhappy ive been lately, and only a hand full of things that actually have been making me happy. I hate it here to be honest. I dont feel like i belong in bensalem anymore. I always feel this resenment and certain level of uncomfort from people when im actually home. When im at school im the happiest most excited person to be alive. People at home just seem to give me shit for not being around cause mike told me people think that i only give time for people at school which is completely untrue. If you know me at all HS i didnt give a shit about anything and there was nothing more that i liked to do then hang out seriously this summer how manytimes were people over my house to watch movies and fucking chill yeah, A LOT. and now im at school all the time. BUt im honestly not fucking around there just going to hang with my friends there at all. I do Work. i make Art im passionate about something. its something that makes me incredbly happy to make art with people and talk to people about art and all this stuff. This is something i dont get when im here. people just think i ditch them when no i am doing shit. im working im busting my ass jesus Highschool my GPA was likea 2.1 i didnt give a shit. but college started i dissapeared and i got a fucking 3.53 Deans list. now i cant get that by fucking around. i just wish people just understood how much my work means to me. and how much i love art and i want you all to share it with me. I love you all with all my heart and i love my art with all my heart just seriously come over and ask to see what ive been doing. ask to see what ive been creating thiningabout seriously like call me and ask to come and talk i dont care just seriously dont start assuming stuff.
i dont know if any of this made sense but if you dont understand just call me and come over and ill be more than happy to explain/show you what i mean