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Maybe I've been too critical. I guess you have redeemed yourself with him and that's all I really wanted from you. There is really no need for me to continue to hold a grudge. You are one of my dear friends and I really can't afford to lose you. Everyone has makes mistakes, I know, I've made plenty.
Maybe I'm bitter. Maybe... I don't know.
Things are better now, and though I don't completely forgive what you've done, I still want you to be my friend. I want you to be in my life. I'm sorry for my inability to keep your secret. I thought I was doing the right thing, and I guess I did, because things kind of worked out. I'm sorry I'm not the good friend you thought I was, but this me trying to make ammends.
Maybe I'm bitter. Maybe... I don't know.
Things are better now, and though I don't completely forgive what you've done, I still want you to be my friend. I want you to be in my life. I'm sorry for my inability to keep your secret. I thought I was doing the right thing, and I guess I did, because things kind of worked out. I'm sorry I'm not the good friend you thought I was, but this me trying to make ammends.