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I haven't updated this thing for almost seven months and I'm really not in the mood of updating it now. This thing in a way is dead to me. It was a lot cooler in the past when I would have something drunken to say and no one to listen. It was fun when I wanted to say something mean to someone and knew they would read it eventually. It started problems and in a way solved a lot too. Though it got boring...or maybe i got boring. I read the last few entries and each one mention me getting drunk or bein hungover from a night that was covered in beers. With my disoriented daily life I made horrible judgments by seeing and dating girls that were as interesting as my days working as a telemarketer. I had no direction or no great plans for my future. Everything that I wanted was something to get me the fuck as far from this town as I can go.
Though getting away is still on the agenda, but there is a huge plan that follows it that will effect me and my future family. I'm not sure when it would happen but I'm shooting for the next two years.
Right now I got the liquor store to run and it is going to get crazy since the remodeling is just about done. When I have enough money I'm going to say aur revoir or something.
Ahmad
Though getting away is still on the agenda, but there is a huge plan that follows it that will effect me and my future family. I'm not sure when it would happen but I'm shooting for the next two years.
Right now I got the liquor store to run and it is going to get crazy since the remodeling is just about done. When I have enough money I'm going to say aur revoir or something.
Ahmad