Jul 07, 2005 18:25
I dont fucking choose not to eat or any of that fucking shit im not fucking purging im not trying to fucking trying to look like a fucking stick. Fuck that im so tried of every one fucking saying that shit. FUCK FUCK FUCK ... Its fucking riduculas. I hate it...
God damit.
Dont you all understand that i dont like the fact that im loosing wait like this. I cant fucking help it. I should be on meds to control my nerves but im not. Sorry im not all open with my mom and be like "Hey im not eatin i need to be on meds again"
Damit all to hell....