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Jun 17, 2005 10:49

so why is that when me and ria try to make new friends, they seem to not want to be our friends?
we've tried for so long to meet new people and make new friends but it seems to never work. we plan to hang out but then we are LEFT out.(mostly me)
why is that when we do everything for our friends we never get anything nice in return?
I guess its just that we need to find the right kind of people to where we are EXCEPTED, not the fact that we are leftout.
being left out isnt what im looking for anymore. im tired of it i hate it..im fucking sick of it!
ive went on for so long trying to meet and make friends but im just ignored and left out by a lot of people. well whoever they are they can fuck off.
oh and a lot of the time they come up with excuses saying "im helping someone out" "i have to go to work" "im busy for the rest of the day,sorry!"
well that all tells me they dont EVER want to hang out..screw you.

Zach graduates today for the A.O school in the navy! I think hes suppose to get his phase three thing, and that means he can leave for the whole weekend. and when he gets his phase three hes gunna fly up here to see me and his mom=)but itll take a couple of weeks to plan and get the tickets. i cant wait!

I work from like 5-close tonight. GHEY!=/
My sisters graduation party is sunday! yay!
and i sure hope that little bitch heather lee dont come or shes getting knocked the fuck out! she saying shit to my sister about graduation and crap and shes trying to get with her boyfriend when shes already engaged. what a fucking whore.
hahahaha.
i think the F**k word is my favorite today...or maybe its just because IM PISSED OFF!hahaha. not.

hung out with lucas last night, awe i missed him.

I hate eating.

so for by birthday next sunday, i want keyboard books! i want a recorder! and i want a digital camera!(which im already getting that)=) yay.
but for my birthday i betcha its probably just going to be me and ria hanging out OF COURSE cause everybody else will be "too busy"..but ohwell..rias the best person in the world and shes better than everyone else so HAH!
shes a true friend that doesnt leave u out, or ignore u..unless u piss her off, hahahahahaha!

9 days till my birthday! YES!
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