your bedroom behavior was never more than checkmarks on bedposts...
you know... i really really love the drama that goes on in my life and the people that will post things on the internet in weak attemps to piss you off... if it is even to be considered an attempt. i keep to myself... talk to no one.. and still im accused of saying things that i havent said.. being jealous over things that were never really worth being jealous over to begin with...
ok.. to get this all out of the way... and i AM going to name names... to JJ and Sonya... i just love the way that you both post pretty much the same thing in your blog in hopes that i will read them. ok, had it not been brought to my attention by some one else.. i never would have wasted amy time... second...im glad you two are together and are happy... thats great. hope everything works out ok... but you BOTH should understand the reason behind me not wanting him around any other girls... becuase before we ever started fighting in the first place.. when things were still "great" btwn us, he fucking cheated on me. and it wasnt so much as jealousy... it was because i was delerious if you want to call it that... seeing something that wasnt there. and thats fine.. every one makes mistakes... and apparently, we both feel as if we've both made a rather large one.. and thats fine... but the "childish" things that you are both aparently accusing me of, this whole crap was childish. and isnt worth my time. and my current relationship... or my past ones are none of any ones concern but mine. im glad that you feel its important to voice your opinion... but if posting childish things about your relationship and the past mistakes that we've made is the primary reason you added me to your friends list.. that can come to a screaching halt as soon as the both of you decide to grow up.
as far as the post a "friend" of mine made... Josh isnt cheating on me... and never would. he doesnt treat me like crap... we've had our lil spats.. but who doesnt? once again.. that is really not any ones concern but mine and his. if what we are doing is wrong... then we'll find out from our mistakes... as far as us getting married... yes.. we are... but its not going to happen with in the next few months... a year or so from now, maybe. and when that day comes, we'll be sure to send you an invitation.
now that i have got all of that out of the way... i'll leave the bitching at im really sick and tired of people and the way they act... especially when they dont really know you any more.. they might know what you currently look like.. but know nothing about how you really are... and it makes me sick. i hate when people base their opinion of me, on what i use to be like... sure i use to be childish and did alot of stupid things that i regret now.. but thats all part of the aging process.. is it not? but anyway... for those of you who want to grype about me.. and the things i do... or have done.. im sure you have my telephone number... and if you dont... its listed in the phone book... so call me and bitch... dont post it on the fucking internet. im sick of CHILDISH DRAMA!!!
ok.. on to better things... today sucked butt... i worked another day that i was suppose to be off work. so ive got nothing done.
went to monroe yesterday with my joshie and met up with melissa... we walked around the mall while Josh shopped for shoes. great fun. but i wasnt feeling well so he did what he had to do and we came home.
monday after i get off work we get to go watch the WWE smackdown.. i have a feeling that this is going to suck.. but it was something he wanted to see.. so i guess im going! lol...
Megan Lou called me today... it was good to hear from here... since i quit decorating cakes at the bakery i dont get to see any of my caldwell friends any more.. so i miss my megan lou... and my hillawee! but anyway! blah
anyway... there isnt a whole lot going on at the moment... so imma go cuddle with my joshie and watch 'the fog'
ok.. to get this all out of the way... and i AM going to name names... to JJ and Sonya... i just love the way that you both post pretty much the same thing in your blog in hopes that i will read them. ok, had it not been brought to my attention by some one else.. i never would have wasted amy time... second...im glad you two are together and are happy... thats great. hope everything works out ok... but you BOTH should understand the reason behind me not wanting him around any other girls... becuase before we ever started fighting in the first place.. when things were still "great" btwn us, he fucking cheated on me. and it wasnt so much as jealousy... it was because i was delerious if you want to call it that... seeing something that wasnt there. and thats fine.. every one makes mistakes... and apparently, we both feel as if we've both made a rather large one.. and thats fine... but the "childish" things that you are both aparently accusing me of, this whole crap was childish. and isnt worth my time. and my current relationship... or my past ones are none of any ones concern but mine. im glad that you feel its important to voice your opinion... but if posting childish things about your relationship and the past mistakes that we've made is the primary reason you added me to your friends list.. that can come to a screaching halt as soon as the both of you decide to grow up.
as far as the post a "friend" of mine made... Josh isnt cheating on me... and never would. he doesnt treat me like crap... we've had our lil spats.. but who doesnt? once again.. that is really not any ones concern but mine and his. if what we are doing is wrong... then we'll find out from our mistakes... as far as us getting married... yes.. we are... but its not going to happen with in the next few months... a year or so from now, maybe. and when that day comes, we'll be sure to send you an invitation.
now that i have got all of that out of the way... i'll leave the bitching at im really sick and tired of people and the way they act... especially when they dont really know you any more.. they might know what you currently look like.. but know nothing about how you really are... and it makes me sick. i hate when people base their opinion of me, on what i use to be like... sure i use to be childish and did alot of stupid things that i regret now.. but thats all part of the aging process.. is it not? but anyway... for those of you who want to grype about me.. and the things i do... or have done.. im sure you have my telephone number... and if you dont... its listed in the phone book... so call me and bitch... dont post it on the fucking internet. im sick of CHILDISH DRAMA!!!
ok.. on to better things... today sucked butt... i worked another day that i was suppose to be off work. so ive got nothing done.
went to monroe yesterday with my joshie and met up with melissa... we walked around the mall while Josh shopped for shoes. great fun. but i wasnt feeling well so he did what he had to do and we came home.
monday after i get off work we get to go watch the WWE smackdown.. i have a feeling that this is going to suck.. but it was something he wanted to see.. so i guess im going! lol...
Megan Lou called me today... it was good to hear from here... since i quit decorating cakes at the bakery i dont get to see any of my caldwell friends any more.. so i miss my megan lou... and my hillawee! but anyway! blah
anyway... there isnt a whole lot going on at the moment... so imma go cuddle with my joshie and watch 'the fog'