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School is so much better now. I really wasn't liking it for a couple weeks and was really doubting everything. I think it was the fact that we were doing something boring and I was scared of going on to the floor. I also think it had a little bit to do with everyone going away and me staying here and that making me kind of jealous. But this week has been so much better already. We're doing something interesting and I'm thinking I'm going to understand it so that makes me feel good. I also realize just how many hours I've already accumulated in the little over six weeks I've been there. If I keep going with the hours that I have been I should be able to finish school in a year exactly almost. *crosses fingers*
There are so many things I want to do when i get out of school and I'm just not sure which one I really want to do... Do i continue and check out the Dermalogica school that Judy recommended? thats what I wanted to learn the most. Do I just start working? I really want to take time off and travel or go somewhere but that takes a lot of money and i just don't think I could disapline myself enough to do that while in school. I also would actually like to go to school... like Metro or UNC or something and go for business cause I think it would be fun to own a salon or something. Or even do the art teacher thing. At least with cosmetology I'll have a back up career and I'll have a way to earn money while in school. Meh who knows. I think I need to wait until at least the beginning of the year before I totally decide. So much could change by then.
But if I do all that I'm not going to have time to work and move out... hmmm... so many things to figure out.
So umm Sam Sam... I'm still not too sure how i'm feeling about the Ditty Bops.
a cute pic I've been meaning to post
little blurry but cute
and...
my makeup looks really bad
There are so many things I want to do when i get out of school and I'm just not sure which one I really want to do... Do i continue and check out the Dermalogica school that Judy recommended? thats what I wanted to learn the most. Do I just start working? I really want to take time off and travel or go somewhere but that takes a lot of money and i just don't think I could disapline myself enough to do that while in school. I also would actually like to go to school... like Metro or UNC or something and go for business cause I think it would be fun to own a salon or something. Or even do the art teacher thing. At least with cosmetology I'll have a back up career and I'll have a way to earn money while in school. Meh who knows. I think I need to wait until at least the beginning of the year before I totally decide. So much could change by then.
But if I do all that I'm not going to have time to work and move out... hmmm... so many things to figure out.
So umm Sam Sam... I'm still not too sure how i'm feeling about the Ditty Bops.
a cute pic I've been meaning to post
little blurry but cute
and...
my makeup looks really bad