Nov 08, 2005 16:32
Well, it has definitely been about 800 years since I have last updated this thing. Let's see, what has been happening?
-My dad moved to Mercersburg, PA. I am still going to stay with him at times but probably only once a week if that. Because it's at least 30 minutes from Hagerstown, and almost an hour from school. Also, it's in the middle of nowhere and smells like cow shit. On the bright side, we have a really big backyard full of alfalfa grass (?) that looks super cool when the wind blows really hard.
-I met a bunch of really cool people from Waynesboro that I have been hanging out with lately. And I've met a few new people from Boonsboro. I think that going to shows, parties, and PCJ on Thursday nights has helped me become a lot more social. Or something. I have also lost a friend or two. But the good definitely outweighs the bad. And the social aspect of my life is excellent at the moment.
-I'm not a Christian anymore. It's not a big secret. I really don't agree with a lot of stuff that is in the bible and I'm sick of pretending like I do. I haven't gone to church or prayed in months.. you get the picture. I just don't like how hypocritical most of the Christians I know are. I do believe in some higher power, I'm just not sure what it is at this point in my life. aka: Agnostic. Please learn the correct meaning of that word and/or actually talk to me about it before you go talking shit about me not being Christian anymore. I'm sure you know who you are. Thanks.
-My car is currently not able to be driven. It is at the Hoffman dealership (which is full of complete idiots/assholes), the same dealership that took THE WHOLE SUMMER to fix my car from my accident. I'll have to pay at least 800 dollars for damages. For running over a curb. Yeah, I'm a dumbass. And basically screwed. Because I currently have no job. I WAS going to teach little kids piano lessons but I'm going to have to get another job on top of that in order to pay for my stupid car. THIS IS WHY I did not want a brand new car. Because I am stupid and irresponsible. But my mom insisted on buying me one. Then shit like this happens. Oh, and my mother is also making me go to driver improvement classes or some shit like that. What a doll.
-In conclusion, everything is changing. I am doing things that I never thought I would have any interest in doing. I have new friends. I have no job. My dad is getting remarried. I'm not going to pretend like it's easy, because it's definitely not. But overall things have been really great lately. I'm going to TRY not to let this whole thing with my car, and friend problems, get me down. Because I am enjoying being happy and actually liking my life.
That is all.