Better and better by the day.
Last night was Mike's viewing. Even though I didn't know Mike that well, I'm really glad I went. It was really sad looking at all the pictures of Mike. He was always so quiet in school, but he looked.. so full of life in those pictures. I regret not getting to know him better. My heart broke when I saw Mike's little sister. She was sitting by herself and Liz bent down to give her a hug and I just lost it. Jen and I talked to Jon's mom and she remembered us from partying at her house during the summer lol.
We were about to leave and Lewis said "have you talked to Mike yet? this is the last time you'll ever get to." So Liz Genna and I bent down at the altar in front of his coffin and held hands and "talked" to him and told him we missed him. It was sad. I still feel really bad for Lewis. I can't even imagine what he is going through. I just hugged him a lot and we told each other we loved each other and.. I guess in the end it will all be okay.
Okay umm I don't know what the point of this entry was I am basically just rambling but umm I love you all and be safe.
We were about to leave and Lewis said "have you talked to Mike yet? this is the last time you'll ever get to." So Liz Genna and I bent down at the altar in front of his coffin and held hands and "talked" to him and told him we missed him. It was sad. I still feel really bad for Lewis. I can't even imagine what he is going through. I just hugged him a lot and we told each other we loved each other and.. I guess in the end it will all be okay.
Okay umm I don't know what the point of this entry was I am basically just rambling but umm I love you all and be safe.