Aug 26, 2010 17:41
To Europe! I will stay in London with Harry Potter and then go to Paris with the Hunchback and then to Rome to hang out with Caeser. I'm so excited and slightly sickened by this whole prospect.
I had this dream that Cheryl was having an affair with this really pretty black girl with a short red afro and she worked at a smoothie bar and they would meet afterwards and hold hands and be passionate and love hard. And I woke up and was stuck between the worlds of awake and asleep that I did not know how to feel about this day.
I feel better now as I type from the desk of my job that I like. All the doctors and patients are leaving in twenty minutes and I can clean and relax and feel important.
A friend of mine sends me messages saying she and her partner both love me very much and there is never any forced feelings or irony behind it. I think they mean that they sure like me a lot but the sentiment is still enough to make me smile on this nearly autumn day.
I forgot my sweater.