Left behind
Ive been lied to and ditched, but Ive never been stood up by you before. This is a first.
You said you'd call me back...you didn't..ever!
I cancelled all of my plans for you and you just totally fucking ditched. "went to the beach last night. meh"
And you and charlotte say Im hard to get a hold of.
What the fuck ever.
I got really excited too.
I thought It was going to finally work out.
But Im slowly and sadly realizing it will never be the way it was before, NEVER. And thats sad, because what we had was something special, Id never shared that kind of relationship with someone before...before you. And now its gone. The first good thing I ever had just threw in the dirt, stomped in the mud. Trashed.
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so anyway. I changed my plans, but some good things did come out of it. Hung out with Leah and Brian after I skipped school. Helped leah move her shit. Went and got chinese food, got ripped off and jiffy lube, bought some boones and a bunch of food, bailed up to my house and drank. The hoodrats came over, got stoned.
Saturday looked for the kitten, watched the boys box, hopefully got some sweet pictures. Cody and I passed out and woke up at quarter to 1am. Hes suppose to be home at twelve.
Sunday went to codys work spent the whole day at goodwill. Jacked a bunch of candles and a skirt and two shirts and a pinstripe jacket.
went home.
Monday- here I am. I think I have a cold.
I gotta work on some paper.
You said you'd call me back...you didn't..ever!
I cancelled all of my plans for you and you just totally fucking ditched. "went to the beach last night. meh"
And you and charlotte say Im hard to get a hold of.
What the fuck ever.
I got really excited too.
I thought It was going to finally work out.
But Im slowly and sadly realizing it will never be the way it was before, NEVER. And thats sad, because what we had was something special, Id never shared that kind of relationship with someone before...before you. And now its gone. The first good thing I ever had just threw in the dirt, stomped in the mud. Trashed.
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so anyway. I changed my plans, but some good things did come out of it. Hung out with Leah and Brian after I skipped school. Helped leah move her shit. Went and got chinese food, got ripped off and jiffy lube, bought some boones and a bunch of food, bailed up to my house and drank. The hoodrats came over, got stoned.
Saturday looked for the kitten, watched the boys box, hopefully got some sweet pictures. Cody and I passed out and woke up at quarter to 1am. Hes suppose to be home at twelve.
Sunday went to codys work spent the whole day at goodwill. Jacked a bunch of candles and a skirt and two shirts and a pinstripe jacket.
went home.
Monday- here I am. I think I have a cold.
I gotta work on some paper.