Tell Me What You Want Me To Be..
I don't know what to do anymore. I want to go to an art institute, but I don't want to leave Alex here.. and not be with her. Or any of my friends. You guys are my world, and I know, I need to leave sometime.. but, I can't. It hurts. And I feel like I'm letting my parents down, by not even applying to one. I'm just worried that I'll get accepted and then not go and lose all chance of going..
Either that, or worse.. rejection.
I should go to an art institute. But which one? And for what? I don't even know.
*sigh* And then theres every problem which I can't write about. I can't put feelings into thoughts into words. I can't let people know I'm feeling them. I can't let it out to anyone. I should have kept this secret to everyone. I should go friends only.
Either that, or worse.. rejection.
I should go to an art institute. But which one? And for what? I don't even know.
*sigh* And then theres every problem which I can't write about. I can't put feelings into thoughts into words. I can't let people know I'm feeling them. I can't let it out to anyone. I should have kept this secret to everyone. I should go friends only.