Oh my!!!
Holy Shit!!!! How are you? Well, Well, I got some things to say. Ive been living in South Louisiana for six months now. Alot of shit is has become more clear to me now. To be honest, the drinkin really hasnt subsided, I still do that on occasion. It would be accurate for me to say that I'll never stop all togather. I am ok with that, because it is not a problem for me. I go to work every day, and I take care of all the shit that I need to. Untill my life is interrupted, I will keep on going as I am; and drinking a few beers on Saterdays is not a threat to me. But anyways the important thing that I learned...is to be by myself. I dont know how to explain it, but Ill try. In Michigan, its like I was always in the city. There were always people around. Wherever I went, I would see people with other people. It killed me to be alone because it was just rubbed in my face wherever I went. And even when I was with people, I still felt alone. Moving down here just proved to me that I was right. Move 1000 miles away and your friends will shine. Well as the situation shows it, I dont have many good friends. But what it also shows, is that I am my best friend. I can live with myself, and I can stay at home at night. I dont know why I was so scared of myself. Well anyways, I am moving back home July 11th. Hope to see you.