She, she screams in silence.
so i had sort of a breakthrough at youth group tonight. very good. but i still dont feel like i belong there. even molly told me that i didnt. im trying i dont know what else to do. they read off birthdays and forgot mine. made me sad. but then we went to red robin and ash told 3 waiters and i got the whole stupid glasses, baloons, free ice cream deal. very cool. being 18 feels just like being 17. everyone keeps asking. this weekend is gonna be fantastical. me and close buddies spending weekend together for one last goodbye. minus hayley, cause she bites.