my ugly butchered hair cut and one neutral look
i had the worst day yesterday and i'm still upset over it.
i went for a hair trim and i got a new stylist because my stylist in toronto now charges $80/cut or trim and my stylist that i normally go see is in london but my hair so dried at the end, i needed a trim. so i decided to go see my manager's hair stylist i've met her and she's a really sweet lady and i always like how my manager's hair look. so i go and she ask what i wanted. so i said maybe 2 inches off and i told her i want my hair a little longer than her hair then she asked if i wanted really layered or no layers. well i always got layers so i just said layered please. so she gets out a those knife hair cutter thing (i dont know what they called) and she's hacking a lot of hair!!! so i thought maybe she's just doing the layers. i trusted her because she's been a hair stylist for a very long time. and i thought i had more hair at the back (longer ones) then once she was done it was short and REALLY layered! i call this hair style the hong kong fob style. fob=fresh off the boat but its not meant as an insult its those people who follow asian fashion. pretty much the style is full at the top and very thinned out at the bottom (kind like a mullet in a weird way). so i try not to cry when i left the salon but i wanted to so badly its the worst cut ever! though people say its not bad. it wouldn't be if it wasn't so thinned out. then i went to groceries to pick up some stuff for my mom and i slid and fell because someone dropped sour cream and no one cleaned it up. so pretty much i was bruised. then i come home , have a few friends over get drunk then we were going to hit up a show. and on the subway i saw this girl that i really don't like from a distance and she came and i was kinda forced to talk to her which ruined my night even more. she kind of convinced my bf back in high school to break up with me. and he dated her friend and i met her too that night. i don't like being reminded of how he dumped me because he was my first love and you know how you'll always have a spot in your heart for your first love and it just always upsets me.
anyways, on the brighter note, i did a very neutral look when i went out for dinner with a friend of mine from elementry school.
before the hair cut
http://community.livejournal.com/eyeshadowsluts/3508928.html#cutid1
more horrid pic of my hair cut. like the cut is so horrid i actually feel ugly. and i have never felt ugly before :( and its really bringing down my selfesteem
sorry if th is post's a little depressing :(