Aug 08, 2005 16:47
scene 1: 9:00 am, me thrashing my body around epilepticly and crying like im insane
take your damn meds lena
so now here i am. i got 106 pieces of nicotine gum (that make me almost throw up every time i chew it), a stop-smoking plan, and a stop-smoking tape.
this isnt my parents doing this, this is me. i gotta good enough reason.
ive been chewing on binkys obsessively all day and my back is starting to ache, but im telling myself that im not giving up (like i do for everything). i dunno if ill last at all, but ive made my decision. i think im going up on medication too im starting to hit a trench.
whatev.