hes a sammmy!
so, this is how it goes.
as many people now have heard, my sister is back in the hospital. For the love of Moses, what is this a friday ritual? her platelet count is low and such. she recovered so quickly last time but now she’s back so they thought that they would removed her spleen to (somehow) solve the problem completely. there would be a 70% chance of that happening. Problem is, as I said, her platelet count is low, so her blood can’t clot too well. so an operation would be extremely dangerous. also she is off of the arthritis medicine she needs so badly, for is most of the cause of this all happening. So she is in an unbearable amount of pain.
now they decided to move her into her own room, and try some treatments again instead of resorting to a dangerous surgery too quickly, she is with specialists in Boston.
so once again my nephew and niece are here. I gave sammy a bath earlier and I took him for a walk. he’s actually lying on my lap as I type. I am completely bewildered as to how a person this small can do, anything. I love him. and I love teresa. I feel it my duty to take care of and protect them. and I would die for them.
I hate the world and all of its awful ways. I hate how nothing is consistant, how nothing is fair (i don’t care that I sound like a little kid), how EVERYTHING is hard, and how is NEVER gets easy.
And if there is by some wild chance, a greater force among us, then it may lash out and strike me down with all of the eyes of the world at hand before I ever, ever bow down to its wicked and malicious ways.
as many people now have heard, my sister is back in the hospital. For the love of Moses, what is this a friday ritual? her platelet count is low and such. she recovered so quickly last time but now she’s back so they thought that they would removed her spleen to (somehow) solve the problem completely. there would be a 70% chance of that happening. Problem is, as I said, her platelet count is low, so her blood can’t clot too well. so an operation would be extremely dangerous. also she is off of the arthritis medicine she needs so badly, for is most of the cause of this all happening. So she is in an unbearable amount of pain.
now they decided to move her into her own room, and try some treatments again instead of resorting to a dangerous surgery too quickly, she is with specialists in Boston.
so once again my nephew and niece are here. I gave sammy a bath earlier and I took him for a walk. he’s actually lying on my lap as I type. I am completely bewildered as to how a person this small can do, anything. I love him. and I love teresa. I feel it my duty to take care of and protect them. and I would die for them.
I hate the world and all of its awful ways. I hate how nothing is consistant, how nothing is fair (i don’t care that I sound like a little kid), how EVERYTHING is hard, and how is NEVER gets easy.
And if there is by some wild chance, a greater force among us, then it may lash out and strike me down with all of the eyes of the world at hand before I ever, ever bow down to its wicked and malicious ways.