I am new here so this is.......Where it all Began
I am the good girl, the one most men would want to become best friends with for my cool personality but few would think of me sexually. Maybe it is because I have been married so long, I am not sure. I have definitely had offers just in case I was looking for a little fling but have always turned them down. Honestly, my size after my daughter is an issue for me. I am working hard on that. I don't think I am completely ugly but I do not like being a size 20. Anyway..... with the exception of a one night thing with an old friend ( because I was drunk and had found out earlier my hubby was cheating) I have spent well over 10 years of my life being the faithful little wife.
Then along came D. When I was first informed that D was interested "really really interested" I thought either my head was being fucked with or there was some kind of misunderstanding. He is 9 years younger than me, and typically dates girls nothing like me. Sure I had thought about him that way, but now those thoughts seemed to be returned I was in trouble. When we were first together it was unbelievable. I honestly thought my "GIRL" was broken because the big O just didn't happen for me anymore. He said the sexiest shit I have ever heard and did things to me that left my head spinning. I came three times that first night. I was there having the kind of sex that I had read about in erotic stories when I was tryin to get myself in the mood to have sex at home. It was the most incredible night.
It isn't all sex though. I care for him deeply. We have so much fun together.I know I need to stop before somebody gets hurt. I know what I am doing is wrong. But I want him, I need him, and I can't stop thinking about him. D works offshore and has 2 more weeks until he comes home. We have talked a bit while he was gone and have already made plans to spend as much time together as I can manage. I must not be thinking clearly. How can I manage this "relationship" without getting caught at home?
Then along came D. When I was first informed that D was interested "really really interested" I thought either my head was being fucked with or there was some kind of misunderstanding. He is 9 years younger than me, and typically dates girls nothing like me. Sure I had thought about him that way, but now those thoughts seemed to be returned I was in trouble. When we were first together it was unbelievable. I honestly thought my "GIRL" was broken because the big O just didn't happen for me anymore. He said the sexiest shit I have ever heard and did things to me that left my head spinning. I came three times that first night. I was there having the kind of sex that I had read about in erotic stories when I was tryin to get myself in the mood to have sex at home. It was the most incredible night.
It isn't all sex though. I care for him deeply. We have so much fun together.I know I need to stop before somebody gets hurt. I know what I am doing is wrong. But I want him, I need him, and I can't stop thinking about him. D works offshore and has 2 more weeks until he comes home. We have talked a bit while he was gone and have already made plans to spend as much time together as I can manage. I must not be thinking clearly. How can I manage this "relationship" without getting caught at home?