hey andy
So she called me *yay* and told me what I didnt necisarilly want to hear, but im still glad she told me..... and overall, i still wanna be friends, the way I feel about her isnt going to influence the rest of my friendship with her, theres no point in trying, besides im not like that anyways. so yeah, im glad thats outta the way. but the way I feel about relationships in general is still going to stay the same, ive been on my own for two years now, so the rest of whenever someone changes my mind wont hurt me, (no more than it has already) oh well, its ok, Ive got My Little One and Andur, the two MOST IMPORTANT ppl in my life, and as long as ive go them, ill be fine. *I love you guys*
in other news, I had a dream last night, one of those freaky dreams.... I dreamt about Phillip, ok, yeah i miss him and think about him alot but dreaming about being back with him is kinda freaky, i dunno, I guess its not even about him being of the male species, im just lonley in general and since ive had the healthiest non healthy relationship with him... hes trhe one ill subconsiously compare, If you will, anytype of realtionship with, male or female, (perferably female) so yeah. thats it for tonight thats whats on my mind tonight
in other news, I had a dream last night, one of those freaky dreams.... I dreamt about Phillip, ok, yeah i miss him and think about him alot but dreaming about being back with him is kinda freaky, i dunno, I guess its not even about him being of the male species, im just lonley in general and since ive had the healthiest non healthy relationship with him... hes trhe one ill subconsiously compare, If you will, anytype of realtionship with, male or female, (perferably female) so yeah. thats it for tonight thats whats on my mind tonight