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At some point in my life, I just want to wake up one morning, scramble out of bed, waltz up to a travel agency and ask for a ticket to anywhere. The employee at the counter will probably eye me suspiciously or raise their eyebrow, but somehow, some way, I'll get them to print me out that ticket. And then I'll book it to the airport without even looking back, on my way to somewhere a million and a half miles away with a billion unpredictable things waiting for me when I get there.
At times the world can seem an unfriendly and sinister place. But believe us when we say there is much more good in it than bad. And what might seem to be a series of unfortunate events, may in fact, be the first steps of a journey.
"Sometimes only light remains of the memories we've created to get us through the darkness. Use all you're strength and turn away, turn away, turn away. The tears in your eyes will fall, let them."
when i told him goodbye, it felt like everything was in slow motion and i ran out of tears. but when i left, it hurt. a soul-hurt. a real gets-inside-you-and-rips-you-apart pain. just knowing i would never be back there with him. they came back. and i hate that feeling. but geez. once all is said and done then that's it. i won't give up on myself for someone who never really cared about me.
-it never seems to be fair.
but i won't let the little things bring me down.
Please don't forget, I really love you.
for serious. times infinity plus 7. always and forever.
-and geez. thank you. all of you. i love allison.
and i want this to be a
damn.
good.
summer.