I Hate To Hurt
I'm not the type of girl whos happy I get what I want
I'm the type who hates to watch others in pain
But the fact your so close but so far kills me inside
My love for you has driven me insane
God I never wanted to hurt anyone
If you love her you need to tell me now
Because the pain is too much for me to take any more
It's too much for me to allow
Youre the best thing thats ever happened in my life
But the cuts run too deep
The blood flows on
Pain strikes a never making me unable to sleep
I cant tell you these words
You'd never speak to me again and then Id die
I can't stand to lose you any more
Cuz then my pillow would get wet from the times I'd cry
Just a few days ago you said "fuck that bitch"
Just a few days ago you said I was heartless
But I can't take my life any longer
I just cant handle the stress
Feeling like Im the devil
But really who is, since it was mutual
We looked at eachother and our lips drew near
Thats what happens all of the time, it's a ritual
You make me smile when no one can
It's amazing along with your whole existance
It was out of a fairytale, like Cinderella
There I was standing in front of my prince
Who would've thought we'd be fine again
Wait, every knew, all of our friends
They told me "everything will be perfectly fine, this is how you guys are"
Then again once more we came to amends
I couldn't believe it
Everyone was right
You said you missed me
And we hang out all night
God was it great, I never was so happy
But then that thought came back
You were with her and I couldnt stand to hurt another
Specially since I knew how it felt to see your world go black
Heart break does that and it's hard to get over
I always knew we were meant to be
But was this the time I wondered
I saw the way you'd hurt her, the same way you stabbed me
You shattered me into peices
How can I let you do that to her
You killed me and your going to do it again
How can I let you repeat my pain to another
I hate to hurt, I just have to follow my heart
I'm the type who hates to watch others in pain
But the fact your so close but so far kills me inside
My love for you has driven me insane
God I never wanted to hurt anyone
If you love her you need to tell me now
Because the pain is too much for me to take any more
It's too much for me to allow
Youre the best thing thats ever happened in my life
But the cuts run too deep
The blood flows on
Pain strikes a never making me unable to sleep
I cant tell you these words
You'd never speak to me again and then Id die
I can't stand to lose you any more
Cuz then my pillow would get wet from the times I'd cry
Just a few days ago you said "fuck that bitch"
Just a few days ago you said I was heartless
But I can't take my life any longer
I just cant handle the stress
Feeling like Im the devil
But really who is, since it was mutual
We looked at eachother and our lips drew near
Thats what happens all of the time, it's a ritual
You make me smile when no one can
It's amazing along with your whole existance
It was out of a fairytale, like Cinderella
There I was standing in front of my prince
Who would've thought we'd be fine again
Wait, every knew, all of our friends
They told me "everything will be perfectly fine, this is how you guys are"
Then again once more we came to amends
I couldn't believe it
Everyone was right
You said you missed me
And we hang out all night
God was it great, I never was so happy
But then that thought came back
You were with her and I couldnt stand to hurt another
Specially since I knew how it felt to see your world go black
Heart break does that and it's hard to get over
I always knew we were meant to be
But was this the time I wondered
I saw the way you'd hurt her, the same way you stabbed me
You shattered me into peices
How can I let you do that to her
You killed me and your going to do it again
How can I let you repeat my pain to another
I hate to hurt, I just have to follow my heart