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I am a freak. A complete and utter moron. I mean I call up Peter not knowig what to say and really nervous and because of my nervousness all I do is talk to him. I talk and make an idiot out of myself, I didn't want to do that!!
And with almost everything I said I heard him say "Hmm Ok", like I was some sort of loony, that if you reacted to anything I said I would finally snap and go into a park and play soccer with the severed head of a cocker spaniel! Oh why, why do I have to be like this, so ug!!
He is just so pretty. Arg, shut up Jess. You don't want this being another crush like you always have. You like him, you go over board with the liking brinking on obsession (God I am pathetic) and then I get him and get bored. Not with this one no sir. I am not going to get really interested, I will resist it. No I don't like Peter I don't like Peter, I don't Li-ARG it's no use.
And I am worried that Michelle pressured him into messaging me, that he didn't really want to talk to me but Michelle was making him do it! Arg Obsessed much.
And the wind is blowing outside and Arg!
Plus I haven't done my Lit essay. I want to curl up in a corner and die or at least stay there for a day or so until I start to smell bad.
And with almost everything I said I heard him say "Hmm Ok", like I was some sort of loony, that if you reacted to anything I said I would finally snap and go into a park and play soccer with the severed head of a cocker spaniel! Oh why, why do I have to be like this, so ug!!
He is just so pretty. Arg, shut up Jess. You don't want this being another crush like you always have. You like him, you go over board with the liking brinking on obsession (God I am pathetic) and then I get him and get bored. Not with this one no sir. I am not going to get really interested, I will resist it. No I don't like Peter I don't like Peter, I don't Li-ARG it's no use.
And I am worried that Michelle pressured him into messaging me, that he didn't really want to talk to me but Michelle was making him do it! Arg Obsessed much.
And the wind is blowing outside and Arg!
Plus I haven't done my Lit essay. I want to curl up in a corner and die or at least stay there for a day or so until I start to smell bad.