i think i am sick
last year i was hospitalized with the flu for days, missed work for over 2 weeks almost 3 and that was with a flu shot!
this year i got my shot yesterday afternoon. and i am having a bad reaction to it. the shot itself never hurts i am not a a needle fearing person at all. but an hour later my arm is throbbing. by last night while chatting with Ivy it, went all the way up my neck in muscle cramps and i was running a fever. i think i am better now, sleep was awful i kept having dreams/nightmares of either being shot in the upper arm and neck or being bitten or clawed by huge animals. my subconscious is weird if i am hurting in an area. it is down to a dull ache but can't tell if it is the medicine or if i actucally feel better.
on a better note R and i can work together no problem. He still questions why i no longer wanted to try and "date" him anymore. i told him that when i knew i would tell him. it really isn't his concern and he should just be nice and bow out. which he is right now. we were friendly enough that i even worked on his shoulder for a few minutes. i think everything will be okay btwn us, in the way that he will cause me no harm at work. the truth, even as i am not that clear on it, is not R's concern anyway. what was i supposed to tell him, can't hang out with you anymore b/c i think i have met this awesome guy!? that i want a completely clean slate?! no, he'll see for himself. i am not that cruel, R hasnt warrented anythign that deserves that...yet. he may later though.
then i kept having this dream about Meatwad...
for those who have no clue it is the talking meatball like creature from Aqua Tenn Hunger Force and adult swim show. they had this aweseom Meatwad Knit hat that i wanted and they were back in stock. i went to order one and they were alreaady sold out again!
so i dreamt about finding these knock off Meatwad knit hats nad these people were swarming the table after i picked on up and then this lady shot me for one - hence the arm pain in my subconcious. i am so odd, but at least i know. so later today agian i will try to get the cute Meatwad knit. or if i still can't i want a cute black one with built in cat ears - i saw them at Aeropostle last year so i am hoping they will be in other places maybe even at HotTopic cheaper.
update - just got it - sweet they have them in and it is on its way.
speaking of which those of you who need packages sent to other places other than their homes still need to email me their addresses they want them sent to!!!!
remeber anything scary as a gift can not come to my house!
send it to:
ME (Ruby...)
1938 State Road 44
New Smyrna Beach, FL 32168
if too late no big deal. stil need a few address - you know who you procrstiantors are...
this year i got my shot yesterday afternoon. and i am having a bad reaction to it. the shot itself never hurts i am not a a needle fearing person at all. but an hour later my arm is throbbing. by last night while chatting with Ivy it, went all the way up my neck in muscle cramps and i was running a fever. i think i am better now, sleep was awful i kept having dreams/nightmares of either being shot in the upper arm and neck or being bitten or clawed by huge animals. my subconscious is weird if i am hurting in an area. it is down to a dull ache but can't tell if it is the medicine or if i actucally feel better.
on a better note R and i can work together no problem. He still questions why i no longer wanted to try and "date" him anymore. i told him that when i knew i would tell him. it really isn't his concern and he should just be nice and bow out. which he is right now. we were friendly enough that i even worked on his shoulder for a few minutes. i think everything will be okay btwn us, in the way that he will cause me no harm at work. the truth, even as i am not that clear on it, is not R's concern anyway. what was i supposed to tell him, can't hang out with you anymore b/c i think i have met this awesome guy!? that i want a completely clean slate?! no, he'll see for himself. i am not that cruel, R hasnt warrented anythign that deserves that...yet. he may later though.
then i kept having this dream about Meatwad...
for those who have no clue it is the talking meatball like creature from Aqua Tenn Hunger Force and adult swim show. they had this aweseom Meatwad Knit hat that i wanted and they were back in stock. i went to order one and they were alreaady sold out again!
so i dreamt about finding these knock off Meatwad knit hats nad these people were swarming the table after i picked on up and then this lady shot me for one - hence the arm pain in my subconcious. i am so odd, but at least i know. so later today agian i will try to get the cute Meatwad knit. or if i still can't i want a cute black one with built in cat ears - i saw them at Aeropostle last year so i am hoping they will be in other places maybe even at HotTopic cheaper.
update - just got it - sweet they have them in and it is on its way.
speaking of which those of you who need packages sent to other places other than their homes still need to email me their addresses they want them sent to!!!!
remeber anything scary as a gift can not come to my house!
send it to:
ME (Ruby...)
1938 State Road 44
New Smyrna Beach, FL 32168
if too late no big deal. stil need a few address - you know who you procrstiantors are...