deadbeat mom
Bru's Room is acrually starting to work out for me. And i have a place to live now. since my mom has begun to really pack and move, Jacques' mom has done the unthinkable, and allowed me to move in.... it wierd. so unlike her. but she is going it because im tring to do the right thing, you know put myself through college and hold a job. and she knows my mom really shit on me this time.
No one seems to understand me right now though. the people at my job take me as a little white girl because i knew thats how i had to act to get the job. and some little bitch tried me last week. i had to put her in her place, ya kno. fuck that. my mommy didn't buy me a jetta for my birthday, ok. shit, my mom wont even let me live with her. haha.
At least jacques (i think) has realized how much my emotions rule me. and i kind of miss being in high school when things were pretty much planned out for you. at least you knew you had somewhere to sleep next month. If me and him break up, im fucked. although not being with him anymore would hurt worse than having no where to go.
I have finally realized that one can NEVER expect ANYONE to always be there for them... not even one's own mother. and that is a shame....